I don't want to be the one the battle always choose

Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know why worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit, tonight !

Quelle époque...https://image.noelshack.com/fichiers/2020/50/6/1607788854-oki.png

I don't want to set the world on fire